What is Spiritual Darkness

November 6, 2022

The Darkness OUTSIDE the Ego.

Let's first talk about what it isn't. It is not evil, it is not bad, it is not fear itself, it is not even a color or lack thereof. These are all associations we attached to it because of the experiences we have had within it. In reality, it is just another frequency of source creator.

All spirits have an ego that starts at creation. It is the illusionary sense of self. This is the part creator granted us as illusionary separation. Spirit is the light, spirit is the dark, spirit is everything in between and it is all loved and divine. Some souls were created at high frequencies, and some were created at lower ones. No matter which frequency you are in, you are loved.

I have been to the light, and I have been to the darkness, but home for me is in between. But, if home for you is one or the other it is ok. You are divine. You are loved. The spiritual warfare has been going on way too long because spirits come to the realm between realms and start judging everything that is different than what they are used to. Light beings think darkness is impure and less than. Dark beings think light beings are stuck up and so they mess with them on purpose. Those that switched teams are mourned as lost or fallen. And as a guardian, I am disappointed in both sides.

What happened to the grace of unconditional love and non - duality? When did the love of most high become a condition based on being at the highest frequency? What happened to "just is" mentality? When did we stop being ONE? This bridge of experience is huge enough for everyone to choose how to live without judgement and constant fighting.

Darkness is also polarity energy that is a major component of illusionary existence. The underworld is as important as heaven. This is all illusion! Is some of it horrific? Yes! Absolutely the worse thing a spirit can imagine goes on there in the deep chaos. It is allowed there. But it's not all mourning souls and horror. There are gods and goddesses and gatekeepers and jinn and all sorts of beings that can be very loving. There are naughty ones and kind ones just like any other realm.


There are naughty light beings too. They are normally called false light. This is possible because the more experienced a soul is, the more advanced it is. The more power it has. They switch to ego-based existence, but they do not lose that strength. Creator does not remove what it created based on our soul choices. It is our always our choice. Or false light it could be a changeling like me. I am a dragon soul. I can go anywhere or be anything. There are naughty dragons and loving ones and those in between.

I write this because there are souls out there who need love in the darkness. I see you. You are afraid because this world wants to delete you from existence just because they are afraid of their own ego. You have no one to talk to because you come off as creepy or scary or twisted. I am not afraid. You feel different and everybody just prays for you or say love and light then dismiss you. I see you.

Darkness isn't fear but it allows you to see your fear. Yes. Don't blame the darkness for your personal demons. Instead, start the healing process.


(I will explain ego darkness another time)

Whispers of the Universe

June 28, 2024
When you think of ancient Egypt, one of the first images that comes to mind is the majestic Great Sphinx of Giza. Carved from a single block of limestone, this awe-inspiring statue has stood sentinel for thousands of years, watching over the Giza Plateau with its lion's body and human head. Historians believe it was built during the reign of Pharaoh Khafre, around 2500 BCE, as a monumental guardian for the pharaoh's pyramid. Yet, despite its grandeur, the sphinx is cloaked in mystery. Legends whisper of hidden chambers beneath its paws, secret tunnels that might lead to untold treasures or lost knowledge. Its enigmatic smile seems to conceal ancient secrets, and its weathered face has sparked endless debates about its true origins and purpose. But what if I told you there’s more to the sphinx than meets the eye? �55356;�57088; Personal Insight: The Sphinx as a Golem �55356;�57088; In my journey of spiritual exploration and alchemical discovery, I have come to understand that the sphinx is not merely a statue. It is, in fact, a golem—an ancient, mystical construct imbued with life through powerful rituals and sacred geometry. Imagine this colossal guardian, not just a passive monument but a sentinel that once moved, fought, and protected. Yes, the sphinx was used in battles, a formidable force brought to life by the priests of old. With its lion’s strength and human intelligence, it stood as an unstoppable defender of the pharaohs and their divine legacy. This revelation transforms our perception of the sphinx, casting it not just as a relic of the past but as a living testament to the profound spiritual and mystical knowledge of ancient Egypt. The sands of time may have stilled its movement, but the spirit of the sphinx endures. It continues to guard its secrets, waiting for those who are willing to look beyond the surface and see the ancient magic that still resides within.  What do you think about this perspective? Does the idea of a living sphinx resonate with your inner mystic? -The Mistress-
June 27, 2024
The Sun: The Galactic Catalyst Having healthy debates about the Sun has given me the clarity needed to explain its function. I believe solar energy is best described as a catalyst. It initiates and facilitates various processes. Here on Earth, we see a few byproducts of this effect: heat, cellular growth, photosynthesis, and even Vitamin D synthesis in humans. The art displayed is a closer likeness to the sun than what we normally see. We will never see the true majesty of it clearly because we view it through several layers of electromagnetic fields. The sun is not a fireball, nor is it hot. It is an energetic anchor that we perceive as light. With devoid space not having any way to transfer or conduct heat, it is illogical to assume that the sun is hot. This would require factors that are simply not present. It does not add up to space being cold either. It is equivalent to the void space within an atom. It is nothing. Divine verified that it is best to think of the sun as a nucleus, the stars as protons, and the realms as rampart particles. Thus, understanding the architects and the integration of Earth's realm with spiritual insight is a profound revelation that I will also include in my book. There is only one Sun per galaxy, serving as its anchor. In our observations of Andromeda, we can see the Sun at its center, anchoring that galaxy as well. Smaller suns may serve as anchors within some realms, including Earth, but that's a different discussion. Hence, stars and suns are NOT the same thing. Stars serve a different yet similar purpose that I will also discuss later. Most of the lights seen in the night sky are not stars, but instead other realms. We get to enjoy a front-row view of the multiverse. The Sun's influence extends far beyond our planet. The realms don't revolve around the Sun, but the Sun places them in rotation with an invisible barycenter. This creates the whirlpool shape we observe. And while each star system has its own rhythm, there is still evidence of synchronicity. Understanding the Sun as a catalyst and anchor helps us appreciate its role not just in our galaxy but in the grand tapestry of the universe. I'll be discussingall of these topics in greater detail in my upcoming book, The Earth Realm Universe.  Much love from the dragon,The Mistress �55357;�56329;✨
June 27, 2024
Well, I decided to allow myself to emerge. I was on the fence about it due to stubbornness. I didn't want to adjust to a different life. But, as I sat here today, I realized that there was nothing in this version of life that I was attached to. So, what was I holding on to exactly? The answer is peace and solitude. The lack of attachments was my attachment. I like being able to go to the park unbothered. I like being able to disappear and no one worries. I like being able to do my own thing without a discussion. But, the life laid out before me is all about community and bonds... symbiosis. The interconnectedness of the all is what makes it work. I do my fanciest work in the background, then whine that no one notices. I laugh at myself because how do I expect it to work that way? The divine just said, "That only works in the sky. Be a sun on the ground too. Pass the light to people farthest away, making the dream a reality." So, I don't know what changes I am about to face, but I welcome them. I already feel my system purging. I am lit up, and you can probably feel it all over this post. Phew! It is GO time. I am excited. Much love from the dragon, The Mistress �55357;�56329;❤️
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Free will is a fascinating and complex topic, especially when viewed through the lens of spiritual and cosmic understanding. On one hand, we are all fractals of the Source Creator, interconnected and part of the greater Oneness. This interconnectedness suggests that, in theory, we have the potential to do whatever we desire. If we are one with the Source, aren't we also endowed with limitless potential? However, this idealistic view of free will is tempered by the reality of cosmic laws and restrictions. Despite our inherent connection to the divine, our actions and choices are bound by certain universal principles. These cosmic laws ensure balance, harmony, and the evolution of consciousness. They serve as the guardrails of existence, guiding us along a path that aligns with the divine plan and the evolutionary trajectory of the universe. So, does true free will exist? If we are constrained by these cosmic laws, can we genuinely claim to have free will? The Illusion of Absolute Freedom The idea of absolute freedom is an illusion. While we may have the ability to make choices, those choices are often influenced by a myriad of factors—our environment, our past experiences, our current state of consciousness, and the cosmic laws that govern the universe. This doesn't mean we are devoid of free will, but rather that our will is exercised within a framework of universal principles. Embracing the Paradox The paradox of free will lies in the balance between autonomy and cosmic order. We do have the power to choose, to create, and to shape our reality, but this power is not absolute. It is tempered by the understanding that our actions reverberate through the cosmic web, affecting not only our own lives but the lives of others and the universe as a whole. By embracing this paradox, we can find a deeper sense of freedom. Recognizing that our choices are both free and guided can lead us to a more profound understanding of our place in the cosmos. It allows us to exercise our free will with greater wisdom, aligning our personal desires with the divine plan and the evolutionary flow of the universe. The Path Forward In accepting the paradox of free will, we can navigate our lives with a sense of empowered humility. We are creators, but we are also part of a greater creation. Our freedom lies not in doing whatever we want without consequence, but in making choices that harmonize with the cosmic laws and contribute to the unfolding of the divine plan. So, while we may not have absolute free will in the purest sense, we possess a beautiful and dynamic form of free will that is both a gift and a responsibility. It is in this interplay between choice and cosmic order that we find the true essence of our existence and our journey towards enlightenment. -The Mistress-
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December 22, 2023
(Answered by Request) This is a broad topic. So, we will start by narrowing the discussion. Here, we will consider the "risks" as self-destructive behavior and acts against loved ones that can be perceived as betrayal. We will also consider the "good people" as those who continuously show encouragement and support despite said behavior. The self-destruct button scenario usually stems from a lack of sense of self-worth. A person cannot value the efforts of another if they cannot even see value in themselves. This is a classic case of 'hurt people, hurt people'; more often than not, it isn't intentional. They can not receive love properly because they have determined they are unworthy. Love to them looks like charity during this phase, and they do not want it. They sometimes swallow their pride desperately to receive this "charity." They let their guard down just enough to feel something different than self-loathing and put the wall back up before they get comfortable. Sadly, they have now switched to a mode of owing, and the resentment tends to build up. The supporter often gets frustrated and adds ultimatums to continue being "good" to the risker. Well, now you have just created a "conditional love" situation. Sadly, this adds stress and hurt to both involved. The trust is now wavering, and the merry-go-round of penance gets triggered. So, the quicker answer is they take risks because they do not feel loved. This love must first be found on the inside to recognize love on the outside. The supporter will be more productive by setting boundaries and keeping them. The inconsistent support is more damaging than helpful. We cannot help the riskers feel worthy if they are unwilling to do the work. Be careful not to let the unappreciation of your efforts bring you to the same mind space as them. Break the cycle. Much love from the dragon. -The Mistress-
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